sorry i've not been in the mood to blog properly. oh wells, sometimes after i typed everything, i just decided to delete them all. sigh. moodswing's been attacking me at night. pfft. im sorry, to whoever who realises it. i apologise.

u-15 going on right now. and i really think though we dont quite win the matches, we really give a tough fight. yeah. crescent c'div is love(:
things hasnt been fine for me on the pitch. oh wells, may i improve whenever i get the oppurtunity. :/

the thought of it never fails to bring my spirits down. PFFT.
let's all be happy now.


okay so i'll be leaving this saturday
:D
D:
i dont know how i'm supposed to feel. should i feel happy, or sad?
happy. yes, i should, since i'm going on a holiday, far away from all my unwanted thoughts over here. i'll get to enjoy myself, i'll get to destress myself, before getting even more focused.
sad. yes, i should so too, since i'll be missing hockey. i'll miss the trainings where coach will show us the video, and point out our mistakes. and yes, i sure have so many mistakes i wanna take note of ):
but oh wells, i'm still leaving. and i cant turn back time to change my decision to go, or not to go.


my fake smile's been showing lately. i hate it ):